Dear Lauren,

Happy birthday, my angel princess! I know it sounds cheesy when people say "I remember it just like it was yesterday....." but I do. I remember the events that took place the day you blessed us w/ your presence. I'll spare you the details but I remember only holding you for a short time because everyone else wanted to hold you, all your beautiful hair, and the conversation that took place as everyone took turns giving you love. I remember a funny moment as we were saying prayer to give thanks for our little angel, the Dr bursts in through the door and practically shouts "hey let's see that little beautiful baby" looks around, sees we're saying prayer, turns around in embarrassment and exits the room all w/in a matter of seconds. I couldn't help but laugh.

Although I miss you more than words can say, I rejoice on this day and reflect on the many birthdays we were fortunate enough to have spent w/ you, as you celebrate your first birthday in heaven. With all the tears I shed as I write you a few words, I feel so blessed to have had the opportunity to see you through 12 years. I miss you so much and love you with all my heart, my sweet, sweet princess. Happy 13th birthday!

Love,

Mama