Hi sweet Lauren! You probably don't remember me because we've only seen each other a handful of times but I definitely remember you, you have that kind of impact on people, you stand out! I remember when you were a baby and your mom used to bring you to pick up Auntie Kiki from school and all the cool kids would run out just to see your beautiful face, you were popular your whole life, you were born to shine;) I want you to know that every time I pray I always keep you in it, you're always on my mind and I keep you in my heart as well. You are so strong and you just amaze me every day that you keep pushing, you are one of my heroes and I thank you for being such a wonderful example to my life! We are all blessed to know you. Stay strong sweet girl.

Ofa lahi atu,
Mila Tuiloma (you can call me auntie. Lol)

Dear Lauren,
You don't know who I am, but I know who you are. I've heard you're such a strong girl and have been through a lot at such a young age. I can't imagine what you've been going through but I know that our Heavenly Father has a plan for you no matter how hard it may be or seem right now. I wanted to write to you and let you know that there are a lot of people that think of you and your family through these hard times and we're all praying for your speedy recovery. I wanted to share this poem with you it always makes me feel better if I'm going through something and I hope it helps you get through these hard times also....
FOOTPRINTS IN THE SAND

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand.

Sometimes there were two sets of footprints,

other times there were one set of footprints.

This bothered me because I noticed

that during the low periods of my life,

when I was suffering from

anguish, sorrow or defeat,

I could see only one set of footprints.

So I said to the Lord,

"You promised me Lord,

that if I followed you,

you would walk with me always.

But I have noticed that during

the most trying periods of my life

there have only been one

set of footprints in the sand.

Why, when I needed you most,

you have not been there for me?"

The Lord replied,

"The times when you have

seen only one set of footprints,

is when I carried you."

Mary Stevenson Much Love, Crystal Taufalele

Dear Lauren,

It's about 10 minutes to 8 am and you along with everyone else are still asleep. I've got 10 minutes before your A.M. meds are due, so I thought I would take that time to sit and blog. The past 2 days have been so awesome! I love seeing that smile of yours... I've missed it so much! You are doing so well. You've always been the caretaker, everyones little helper, and my right hand, so I hope that when you say you're okay that you're not just saying it to ease our minds. That's something you'd totally do.... Not want anyone to worry about you. I hope everyday that you continue to know how special, amazing, and loved you are! You always exceed my expectations of what one might be going through in your shoes. How you continue to persevere through it all allows me to be strong. The past few days have been great, I hope it only gets better! I love you so much!

-Mama

Dear Lauren,

I got in to Salt Lake this morning and can't tell you how happy I am to see your sweet face. I can't stop staring at your eyes. It's been so long since I've seen them open. When I saw you, the first thing you asked was where the boys were. They miss you so much and can't wait for this week to end so that they can come out here and be with you.

Today you were so proud to show me all your goods from Uncle Doug and Auntie Trina. Me, Neo, and your Mama were surprised that you wanted to put on your makeup (cause Sten's usually the fie lei lei one). But Neo got you all pretty and you loved it! I asked if I could take a picture of you and you agreed. When I showed it to you I said, "You look so pretty huh?!" ... and you nodded your head yes in agreement :)

I was very surprised and happy to see you interact so much with your visitors today. You talked a lot to McKenna and Uncle Doug. I couldn't help but smile every time your strawberry lip gloss covered lips would talk. I hope you had a good day today. From the looks of it I would say you did. Goodnight Ren.

Love you so much,

Auntie Kiki

I Love You!

Dear Lauren,

I've been meaning to blog, but things as you know have been a little hectic around here. Leaving the hospital was bittersweet for me. I love the fact that you're home, but at the same time i'm scared. I don't feel like I can fully give you the care that you deserve. I am doing the absolute best I can, but I long for the knowledge that the nurses have so that I can give you everything you need. Your dad and I along with your many aunts, uncles and grandparents are working around the clock to make your transition an easy one. So far so good!

I Love you! I don't think I tell you enough.... Although you may beg to differ because I tend to tell you every 10 minutes. I asked you this morning if you knew that I loved you, and you nodded yes. I find comfort in my heart knowing that YOU know that. You are my little princess, my friend, my hero, my everything! I LOVE YOU!

-Mama

Dear Lauren,
my heart is so heavy right now. I wonder if you know how wonderful you are. We love you more than words can ever describe. You are so special to us. I am grateful for all the memories I share with you. I have never met anyone with so much strength and fight in them. I don't know exactly why things happen the way they do, but I do know that the Lord has a plan bigger than the natural eye can see. Bigger than our minds can comprehend. I pray that you have peace in your heart. I pray that you know that our family is forever and that one day we will all be together with Heavenly Father. I love you Rennie. I hope that you know that. I love you so much. I have vivid memories of you as a baby and many more of you growing up. You gave us 12 years of absolute joy. And with faith, I look forward to creating many more with you once again. I love you Rennie. I love you

Dear Lauren,
I heard you're moving to the 3rd floor tomorrow!!! How exciting!!! I'm so glad you're doing well! I can't wait to come and visit with you! The boys are so excited that they get to see you now. I can't wait to hear your voice. Your Mama told me that Neo got you 'Tangled'. I think we should have another sleep over up there and watch it together. Hope you have a fabulous day today!

Love you always,
Auntie Kiki :)